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[23 Feb 2005|12:55am] |
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ok so i decided im going to use my space more.. i dont know why. ill most likely not. but as of now... my space is cooler. sorry. soooo go there! and make one cuz if you havent you are a huge loser! lol im just kiddingggg ♥
*lo
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| die young and save yourself |
[19 Feb 2005|06:57pm] |
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so thought i would add a pic of lea and erica. <3
*lo
♥ i love you Jason*
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| uh huhh |
[18 Feb 2005|05:21pm] |
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so its feb break now! im pumped. dont really have anything planned, i wish i could go see Jason, i still have to ask actually.. lol. but anyways... umm hanging out with em wee sometime this week and trashley too, so it should be a good vaca. lifes been so fucking dull lately its not even fuuny. like seriosuly its incredible by how much of a waste someone can be on this earth, and im living proof of that. mm so kinda off topic but i just made some mac and cheese and its delish. :) kinda explains my life, eating, sitting and doing pointless stuff that will get me no where in life! kinda like this. but hey whateverrr. so i dont really feel any different now that im 18.. another year that i get to look forward to. well actually i am looking forward to this year cuz i cant wait to go to college!!! but yeah thats all im gunna write cuz im getting bored of this. bye
*lo
<3 i love you Jason
♥
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| im 18!! |
[13 Feb 2005|04:44pm] |
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sooo its my 18th birthday today!! how awesome?! i got a comp. from my rents and a necklace from Jason<3 and i dunno what the girls got me.. im kinda scared to say the least. lol. its prolly some gag gift. BUT THOSE ARE THE BEST KIND! sooo im going to dinner tonight with my mom, dad, brother, lea, bri and erica tonight and we are going to Dinosaur BBQ. best place ever. period. well im gunna gettt going.. so bye
*lo
i love you Jason<33
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| i <3 sledding |
[05 Feb 2005|05:51pm] |
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soo today was alot of fun. me, lea, erica and kimmy all went to friendlys to get ice cream, after that we went back to ericas and she had to go lifeguard so i went with her and there were alot of good looking army guys there! but noone compares to Jason<3 so then we called up ericas cousin and went and got him.. then we went sledding!! omg, so it was dark out and we climbed up this HUUUGE hill and we went so fast down it! then we drove over to another hill and went down that a few times, i hit this big jump and then spun out after it. haha. i couldnt see it tho cuz it was dark, so i got scared. ohh news flash, i died my hair last night, i did the bottom layer black, but it came out like blue.. but stil black. lol yeahh. so thats all. im about to go eat something then head back out and have some more fun!!
*lo
i love you Jason<33
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| another goodbye |
[30 Jan 2005|02:40pm] |
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well i just got home from the airport to say goodbye to Jason. i hate goodbyes, especially with him. god this sucks so bad. i cant stand being away from Jason, who i love soo much, for so long.. :/
so im not really in the best of moods.. im just so... blah
♥i love you Jason
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| Light up this cigarette tonight i will sleep with a gun in my mouth |
[29 Jan 2005|09:47am] |
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ok so i stole this
from ![[info]](http://piktures.deadjournal.com/userinfo.gif) beautiflybrokn cuz shes awesome. i can tell. lol
Tell me:
1) one secret
2) one compliment for me
3) one criticism for me
4) one love note to anyone
5) lyrics to a song
6) your age
7) how long we've been friends
8) one wish
9) what makes you happy
10) tell me anything you want <3
i love you Jason ♥♥
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| yeahhh... |
[23 Jan 2005|11:12am] |
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ok ive figured out the one thing that reallyy fucking pisses me off. and its when random ass people comment on my journal but do it anonymously.. i mean cmon are you afraid that if i know who you are i will hunt you down and rip out your ovaries and make you eat them?! cuz after that fuckin comment im pretty sure that would be the least of your worries. I FUCKING HATE THAT! real cool to judge someone you dont know. honestly get a fucking life. you are rediculous. and i really fucking hope you comment to this cuz you are fucking gay. that is all.
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| snoww day! |
[21 Jan 2005|08:48am] |
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welll today was a snow day!! man i love those. hmmm so i thought it was time to update.. well, Jason's home.. which is awesome<3 i love him so much!
i honestly have nothing to say.. ill just add a pic for your enjoyment :)
ENJOYYY!
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| what bugs me: |
[04 Jan 2005|02:16pm] |
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ok so i decided to take a step away from writing about my boring life for a sec.. this is a list of things that bug me:
1) girls and their girly antics
2) people who think they are the shit
3) people who just dress and act fake
3) people who assume.. you know what happens there ;)
4) people who think they are something but really arent
^as you can see most are people...
5) when people try to act cool by making you look dumb
6) when people use smiley faces to the extreme
7) all though most of my friends do it... when people cry at movies
8) really dumb tv shows
9) bitches.
10) when people tell their life story in their away messages
11) when people have to shout out to EVERY SINGLE one of their friends in their profile to prove they have friends
12) when people quote themeselves to show everyone they can be whitty..
13) when you find out people block you for no reason
14) when i know people read my journal but leave no comment.. yeah real fucking cool lol
15) when im being poked to get my attention.. ahh
>>god i could go on forever..
16) when people cant take a joke and act serious 24/7
17) when people tell how bad their lives are in their profile when really they have everything the world can offer
18) people who are never satisfied
19) rap
20) liars
21) when there is no food in the house and you are really hungry
22) when you say hi to someone and they dont respond (in person)
23) when i have to repeat things
24) when there is no hot water left and you need to take a shower
25) no snow on xmas
26) when the internet takes 3 years to load
27) when people scrap their teeth on forks or spoons
28) people who are happy all the fucking time
29) people who try too hard at everythinggg
30) when you depend on someone and they dont follow through..
i could go on but i dont want to bore you even more..
comment if you agree with at least some of these!!
*lo
<3 i love you Jason
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| i'm melting in your eyes* |
[02 Jan 2005|03:40pm] |
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time to update. i just got back from the airport and said goodbye to Jason... it was really hard. i cried like 3 times last night when i was with him. its going to be ok though. it was awesome for the two weeks he was here. i had a lot of fun with him and everyone else... i dunno when ill see him again..
but anywayss.. enough of THAT sob storyyy
i actually dont have anything to say. ill update later..
*lo
<3 i love you Jason
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| almost vacation!! |
[21 Dec 2004|03:16pm] |
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wow ok so Jason came home this friday and i was sooo sick. i stayed home from school that day with erica and her mom and sister, lea and bri and we all made cookies. gordie was over too. it was so much fun. so then at like 4ish i go home and i get sooo sick. i was puking soo much! and jason got home that night and he came over and i was throwing up when he was here and it wasnt fun. so then lea came over and she brought jason home and that really sucked cuz i wanted to be with him. so then saturday i was still sick and sunday too, i ever called into work that day, which was AWESOME! but he came over everyday to just sit around with me <3 :) so yeah we only have three days of school this week and thats gay. we get out the 23rd!! how rediculous!!! jason came into school on monday and stayed after with me for athletic training... good times and then he was in school all day today [in uniform ;)] for some class. he looked hott. but hes mine!! so stay away. :) but tonighttt im going to the hockey game with him and that should be funn and then tomorrow is the last day of school before vacationn and im so excited and i want to go skiing reallyyyy bad! anddd yes so thats all. please comment. thank you!
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| im Gambit! |
[13 Dec 2004|08:36pm] |
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ok so i guess im Gambit. that is if i were to be a superhero! hes fuckin cool i guess, he throws cards that are engulfed in flames. kick ass. but yeah thats all :)
3 daysss <3
*Lo
I love youu Jason<3
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| worst day everrr |
[10 Dec 2004|08:33pm] |
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ok so today was officially the worst day in history. i got ISP, a saturday detention for tomorrow, i seriously couldnt talk, i kept tripping at the mall, my phone was taken away, i dropped everythingg lol and i couldnt read anything right. it was awful!! i even cried at school!!!!! rediculous. but anyways im out. bye
lo*
<3 i love you Jasonn
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| one week <3 |
[09 Dec 2004|04:19pm] |
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wellll.. today was a fairly good day. went to school, did nothing [as usual] and then came home and sat on my ass. but tonight im going to the hockey game for my athletic training hours.. should be a good time :). so anyways... Jason comes home in one week! and he gets to stay for like 2 wholeee weeks!!! how super cool is that!? im really excited. obv. I MISS YOU JASON THOMAS RUSHMORE <33
yuck, gotta work this weekend.. suckksss- i hate work. i think im gunna quit and get a new job just because i despise mine that much. but i do get $7.50! thats the only thing keeping me there. not gunna lie
that was a really boring entry. sorry kids. *
*lo
i love you Jason<3
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| IM SUCH A GEEK! |
[07 Dec 2004|07:38pm] |
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i would just like to say.. im a geek. all i do is sit on my comp and do pointless shit. like not even talk on aim.. just surf for the dumbest shit and download stuff to make my journal better or just search for random funny pictures. hahaha. check this out--
LeaChris86: LOL WOW THAT WAS RANDOM
tennisgal287: hhaha what was?
LeaChris86: tennisgal287: ive been working on getting music to play when you go to my journal but i cant find a hosting site that will allow more than 250 kb and im pisseddd lol
tennisgal287: hahahah oh
tennisgal287: im seriosuly a nerd
LeaChris86: yea you are
LeaChris86: no joke
LeaChris86: aww warrens a closet nerd
tennisgal287: im coming out
LeaChris86: LOL
tennisgal287: :-)
LeaChris86: lol
tennisgal287: IM LETTING THE WORLD KNOW!
LeaChris86: say it loud and say it proud
oh man. good times
*lo
i love you Jasonn Thomas
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| i have a star! |
[26 Nov 2004|10:02am] |
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weeeeeeee! Jasons home!!!!! omg seeing him was so amazing. i am the happiest girl in the whole world when he is around. he totallyyy got me a hurley hoody, SPACE GHOST DVD! anddddd I HAVE MY VERY OWN FREAKING STAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and its names Lauren. how amazing is that?! i bet none of you have your own star that you can look up to and wish on whenever you want. this weekend is going to be the best few days of my life. well im gunna go cuz id rather be with him than writting about him. byeeeeeeee <3
*lo
I LOVE YOU<33!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| SoCo was AMAZINGGGG |
[21 Nov 2004|04:16pm] |
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wow ok so lets see where to start for this weekend... friday night emily <3 came over and we went with mike to pick up TYLER from the airport.. we got lost on the way and ended up going the totally wrong direction but we got ho hos!! woo. so then we got to the air port and everyone was there and we went to the diner right after.. ANDY was at the diner! it was like a huge reunion! so after that we all piled in Jasons staion wagon and went over to bris. Bill and Brad were there and we started a bon fire. lots of fun. lol so then at like 3 ish Tyler brought me and emily back to my house and we ate food and then crashed cuz i had to wake up at like 6am for a college visit. so yeah then i went to that.. so boring.. didnt get home till like 6ish and we witnessed this really bad accident on the way home so my dad had to give a police report and all that. good times. so then i went home got ready for the SOMETHING CORPORATE concert and then went to get emily. so yeah the concert was sooo amazing. <33 after that we went COSMIC BOWLING [haha] with emilys brother and his girlfriend. it was soo fun. i suck at bowling btw.. i bowled a 50 and a 38 hahaha. oh well. so then we went back to the dorm and played with the hampster. haha this hampster goes on a leash. its sweet. so then we crashed at like 3 and woke up at like 9 to head home cuz i had to work at 11 and emily had hockey. so i didnt get much sleep this weekend. but it was soooo worth it!! omg but yeah thats all for now. byeee <3
4 dayssss till Jason comes home <333
*lo
i love you*
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